Baby Fever

Because I am not "with child" yet I don't want to openly blog about how much I friggen can't wait to be pregnant. At least a   million hundred times a day I think about what our life will be like once we do get pregant, like how we are going to tell our parents, what will the moment we see a "positive" on the stick feel like it- everything. One of the things I think about often is how in the hell am I going to keep it from friends and co-workers for at least 3 months?! How do people do it. I mean the first time I go somewhere and I don't have a glass of wine in my hand people will obviously know! Work will obviously know if I am having morning sickness and look like crapola in the morning...I mean seriously, how do people do it? We already talked about the fact that we will tell our family right away, I mean duh, they are our family and I think they would know better to post anything on facebook etc. This brings up another question, how will we tell them, who will we tell first? If we have a dinner and invite David's parents and my parents they will surely know what it's for but I want a  bigger WOW factor...so this will take some scheming. I was eating dinner last night and the craziest thing came across my mind...I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT A BABY THAT HAS HALF OF ME AND HALF OF DAVID WILL LOOK LIKE! I mean to think of that is mind blowing!

So here I am with full blown baby fever, I mean I hear people talk about when you are ready, you are ready but who knew it would be like this. Stay tuned.