10 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS

So I am 10 weeks and 4 days pregnant and I can honestly say I really don't feel much different. I guess the most noticeable is just how tired I am, it's hard for me to get out of bed in the morning. On the weekends where I usually am up super early to take full advantage of the day, I am now sleeping in. I know rest is a good thing I mean I am growing a human being! My clothes are getting a  little tighter but I feel more "fat" than pregnant. I can tell that my hormones are affecting my emotions because I get upset or angry very easily.

I am very excited about the coming months and actually "feeling" more pregnant and of course can't wait to hold a new little baby that David and I made...with all this excitement I am also feeling a sense of frustration, I wanted to be pregnant. Let me rephrase that, I WAS ACHING to be pregnant! But now that it's actually happening all I keep thinking is about the things I can't do for the next 7+ months. While David is making plans to go to concerts and small weekend trips I'm just thinking about how hot this summer will be and how uncomfortable I will be.  I know I need to get out of this funk and keep positive and I think once I get through the first trimester it will be easier. I guess I just thought the minute we saw the positive on the test everything would be butterflies and unicorns but alas it's only tight clothing and a million bathroom trips!