Today is not a good day. Some of our closest friends who were due 4 days before us found out they lost the baby. I am so full of a slew of emotions but really I feel numb. I feel so absolutely horrible that I can't do anything to help or make them feel better. I also feel like now I will be a constant reminder seeing we were "supposed" to be pregnant together, we were so excited. I know that miscarriages are very common and it's your body's way of saying something is wrong. I am trying to stay positive for them, at least they know they can get pregnant and I KNOW it will happen again for them . I cannot imagine the sadness they are feeling right now, how do you console someone after something like this happens?
Ever since finding out we were pregnant my biggest fear is losing the baby. I don't know why I have this deep seeded thought. Maybe I read too many things on the internet. Maybe it's because my mom miscarried twice before me. I still feel like with being only 11 weeks I shouldn't get fully excited because we are not out of the woods yet and if anything it feels more like a reality because it happened to someone so close to us.
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